to stay or not to stay

ok.. im approaching the end of my contract.. well... rly tearing me apart deciding if i want to stay on..

lets look at the pros and cons.. first the pros.. i mean looking at the bad side is always easier, so lets start with the harder one..its a weird logic but its my logic! so it works for me.. ok.. the pros..

the pay is good!! tt one is undeniable.. it is nearly impossible to find a job tt pays 7.5 an hrs.. seriously man..

secondly, they will be willing to let me stay as long as possible! so i don't have to worry about them terminating me when they dun nid me!

thirdly, i am familiar with the environment and noe the leeways we r "entitled" to.. i mean, better be in a place u r comfy and familiar with since im gonna spend lyk a mere couple of months eh?

hmmm i tink tts all..

ok look at the bad sides..

first, quite a lousy working environment.. an absurdly unbalanced workload across the entire office.. u have temps who r working non stop and temps who are using ipod touch wifi the whole day.. and u have sups who kip asking u to work harder.. seriously man, i am paid less than u and the other perms! y do i seem to be doing more than some of them and yet they get away with it!! injustice!! and the one ting i hate most is when i am working hard enuff and im still getting forced to work harder to cover for ppl who r slacking.. i mean, u perms get the incentives.. all we get is congratulations? can eat? half-hearted congratulations sumore siah!!

secondly, long working hrs.. nth compared to the dhl peeps but still pretty long and tiring considering u are talking and typing all the time.. worse still if u kena difficult customers.. they can rly scream and yell the energy out of ur entire body and make u listless the whole day.. lol.. no exaggeration there!! esp when they speak with an accent that is hard to comprehand.. omg it makes u feel lyk the whole world is against u and u owe every1 money.. oshit i rly owe a few ppl money!

aye.. i tink tts the end.. actually the first bad pt is putting me off alot.. but owell, i guess i shall stay till the 1st wk of july.. then i shall start my nuahing before sch starts!! at least stock up some digits in my bank acnt before i start my 3 arduous yrs in ntu.. cant believe im gonna hit the books/notes so soon.. its gonna be one hella culture shock for me man.. a guy whose mind still has army lingering inside..

lol.. this is quite a random post and seem lyk a complaining session in disguise! well at least i try and hide it! lol.. ok i shall ponder abt where to cut my hair while i coax myself to slp in this stifling heat.. im sweating juz typing this.. monsoon come quik!! and im still excited over the field soccer idea!!

surprise surprise

lol.. an impromptu surprise party turns out to be a success! this is the uniqueness of this bunch.. the spontaneous attitude of everyone and the uncanny similarity in our humour can drive something that can potentially be tear-jerkingly boring into someting immensely entertaining. and despite the laid back nature of the group, somehow there is a dynamic in the clique that will balance out everything.. there r ppl who will bring the roof down, ppl who will do the homework to add some sparks, ppl who will help to clear up the mess, ppl who contribute in their own diff ways.. and some gay girl who juz go and sing one song and sit and do nth.. LOL jk..

bet wc din noe what was gonna hit him.. lol! he deserve the limelight man.. i think no person in the grp noe any1 else better than him.. a great fren and an excellent confidante! and of course a temper that is milder than johnson and johnson baby lotion. bagus! lol..

aye tt makes me a bit sad also.. in yrs to come, we will change.. with goals to pursue, families to support, jobs to attend.. who noes how much we will change.. no doubt there will be ppl drifting away includ. me.. but well, still early to think of those.. enjoy the good times while it last!

addicted to bon jovi!! living on a prayer.. always.. u give love a bad name.. blades of glory.. they r good!!

shine after rain

ok! lol.. out of cave! aiyah, realise actually i miss my stupid girl quite alot.. hahaha..

spent our last night tgt in her hall.. figured that that room is quite an impt room.. we spent so much time tgt in tt room! lol but it is with much guilt i say this, i tink quite a bit of the time i was slping.. LOL! cant blame me for being a sleep-aholic! well.. i'll miss tt room and tt place.. it felt lyk a 2nd home for me.. and im glad i get the spent the last hrs of her hall life with her.. =) back to home le!

well.. hectic wk ahead.. closing team time! wish me luck!! hope i wont die of exhaustion.. i've been perpetually tired these days and i have no idea why.. seriously cant wait for july.. i wan a getaway!

ok.. shall update again nxt time.. im getting tired and better stop here before i start typign incoherent stuffs.. work work!!

Losing

Haiz.. I'm still lost.. and im even losing slp.. i duno what to do! and nobody can help me but myself.. =(