temper

hmm.. been thinking lately.. when was the last time i was so angry that i almost beat some1 up.. then i realise tt was 1yr+ ago in OCS. i was 1inch away frm landing a punch on my fren's face.. well, thankfully, i was conscious enough to overcome my blinding rage and prevent any harm done..

well.. then recently, there have been instances whereby ppl lose control of their temper on me.. hmm..

ok lets digress from the events abit.. i have never rly been some1 with the best temper around.. despite myself only snapping occassionally, there is always this fire inside waiting to explode.. smothering and waiting to burst into flames at whoever steps on my foot..

however, strangely enough, my tolerance level had been pretty high.. well, and i dun really appreciate that, with my temper reaching boiling point.. u see, my angelic side is telling me to keep it down, to prevent any conflict or whatsoever.. but then again, thinking back, why izit that other ppl can be tired and therefore forgiven for losing control.. then i am the one who is in their line of fire?

in fact, to be honest, i feel i have just as much reason to be angsty and cranky too.. i dun exactly handle nice phone calls during my entire shift at work.. i dun exactly have the best sups around.. and i'm not the only one who thinks likewise! ask around my workplace and my opinion is infact pretty unanimous..

i feel the flames rising.. and screw my angelic side, im ignoring her/him/it/them.. here comes the Joseph whom u shouldnt mess with.. i'm tired of being a mild tempered guy.. i was never one to begin with! but don't worry, i'm not petty or unreasonable..


I JUST HATE GETTING STEPPED ON! CLIMBED ALL OVER MY HEAD! so, next time before flaring up to me, think again..