to stay or not to stay

ok.. im approaching the end of my contract.. well... rly tearing me apart deciding if i want to stay on..

lets look at the pros and cons.. first the pros.. i mean looking at the bad side is always easier, so lets start with the harder one..its a weird logic but its my logic! so it works for me.. ok.. the pros..

the pay is good!! tt one is undeniable.. it is nearly impossible to find a job tt pays 7.5 an hrs.. seriously man..

secondly, they will be willing to let me stay as long as possible! so i don't have to worry about them terminating me when they dun nid me!

thirdly, i am familiar with the environment and noe the leeways we r "entitled" to.. i mean, better be in a place u r comfy and familiar with since im gonna spend lyk a mere couple of months eh?

hmmm i tink tts all..

ok look at the bad sides..

first, quite a lousy working environment.. an absurdly unbalanced workload across the entire office.. u have temps who r working non stop and temps who are using ipod touch wifi the whole day.. and u have sups who kip asking u to work harder.. seriously man, i am paid less than u and the other perms! y do i seem to be doing more than some of them and yet they get away with it!! injustice!! and the one ting i hate most is when i am working hard enuff and im still getting forced to work harder to cover for ppl who r slacking.. i mean, u perms get the incentives.. all we get is congratulations? can eat? half-hearted congratulations sumore siah!!

secondly, long working hrs.. nth compared to the dhl peeps but still pretty long and tiring considering u are talking and typing all the time.. worse still if u kena difficult customers.. they can rly scream and yell the energy out of ur entire body and make u listless the whole day.. lol.. no exaggeration there!! esp when they speak with an accent that is hard to comprehand.. omg it makes u feel lyk the whole world is against u and u owe every1 money.. oshit i rly owe a few ppl money!

aye.. i tink tts the end.. actually the first bad pt is putting me off alot.. but owell, i guess i shall stay till the 1st wk of july.. then i shall start my nuahing before sch starts!! at least stock up some digits in my bank acnt before i start my 3 arduous yrs in ntu.. cant believe im gonna hit the books/notes so soon.. its gonna be one hella culture shock for me man.. a guy whose mind still has army lingering inside..

lol.. this is quite a random post and seem lyk a complaining session in disguise! well at least i try and hide it! lol.. ok i shall ponder abt where to cut my hair while i coax myself to slp in this stifling heat.. im sweating juz typing this.. monsoon come quik!! and im still excited over the field soccer idea!!