omg posting

lol thx for giving in to my dumb request and sms-ing mi the posting..

anyway, omg im in ocs.. wtf! i duno if i shld be delighted or freakin scared AND sad.. ocs is lyk probably the most torturing vocation both mentally and physically.. they r gonna put u thru loads of shit AND for 9straight months.. omg, im gonna be going thru shit for 9mths.. haiz! and frm monday, i will be in 3wks confinement.. wah i realli hope i can get thru this shit.. its really gonna push mi to my limits man.. fingers crossed, hopefully i wont be pushed right over my limits and directly off the edge.. yeah its prestigious and yeah its full of honour and pride.. but well, the onli consolation i can find is the pay.. haha woops, guess im a lil money-minded.. wish mi luck!

aye so fast the block leave is over.. 12days juz zoom past lyk tt.. best 12days ever ok! for 2whole mths i din have much chance for communication with ppl outside tekong.. and this 12days really let mi do juz tt.. i nvr had greater motivation to wake up after slping lyk 4 or 5hrs juz to on msn and chat.. i din even felt tempted to start playin game until its lunchtime.. well, this all will end!! heng ocs bunk got computer.. time to squeeze out whatever admin time and come online and blog and mayb chat.. 5mins also shuang!

u noe there r some tings in life that u nvr seem to be able to get and some phase in life that u nvr look even close to reaching.. and yet, u want it so much.. and then u start questioning yourself if you r being dumb to kip tryin for it or tink its pointless.. well now tt im in ocs, it seems even more dumb.. but im a good and patient boi

and that ends the post.. aye, probably one of the last ones bah.. coz i will most likely be consumed by ocs and ns and turn into some dull piece of shit.. and so since complaining or being enthu abt it will not stop the inevitable outcome of mi turning into shit, i shall be neutral abt it and well, TAKE WHATEVER SHIT THAT COMES MY WAY! come on ocs, throw any shit at mi.. im gonna make sure i take it right in and become what u throw at mi.. doesnt make sense but, u get the idea.. haha.. omg OCS!!!

sian!

haiyoh y lyk tt!!! sian!!!

recruit no more

wow! cant believe it, 2mths of shit is over! recruit training is finally over and we've pop-ed! now it feels kinda weird that the nxt time i book in, it will not be going to tekong.. the familiar 3rd bed on the 5th floor 3rd room.. and it sux that i hafta make new frens again..

this 2mths really let mi made a lot of frens man.. at least 30 of them.. thx every1 for being so nice man! well, i have seen backstabbing and quite a fair share of politics.. but at the end of the day, its nice that every1 bury their hatchet and gather at the parade sq and take foto with every1 else.. woohoo!! seriously i tink our commanders damn nice.. hopefully i can go back to tekong and be one of those nice commanders.. heh..

bye tekong man! so much memories.. wont forget!! although it is expected that all the frens i made in this 2mths will end up being mere acquaintances w mi, at least the nxt time i hanxuan with them, i noe that i have spent 2mths doing shit w them and for 2mths of my life, they r my closest companions..

today go and take a lvl cert at tj.. well, it still looks the same.. but still, its a good day today!

RECRUIT NO MORE! IM A CHAO PRIVATE NOW! wah now suddenly feel lyk i can overcome whatever shit ns throw at mi nxt.. ok, hopefully i can kip tt spirit up..

wah the thought of pop-ing is giving mi butterflies in my stomach!! OMG BLOCK LEAVE!!!!
SONGBOH!!!!!!!!!!!

well i am back again!

wow this is the first time in nearly 7wks i have a long wkend without having any confinement or guard duty.. omg! first time i can actually stay on singapore for 3nights without any interruption! congratulate mi! lol..

time really flies.. it feels lyk juz ytd i took the dumb fast craft to tekong and start my 2mths at bmtc.. and now, the number of days i have left on tekong is a mere 3days.. juz 3more days i will pop as a recruit and get promoted to private( juz as shitty as recruit) cant say i thoroughly hated or loved the 2mths at bmt.. but now, it feels lyk bmt is more of a positive experience than a negative one.. damn fortunate that i can get into my section and be received fairly well..

cant help but kip bloggin abt this kind of emo stuffs since its near pop lah.. nvm shall blog sumore abt it nxt wk when i REALLY pop.. omg POP LOH!!! its exciting as i await the nxt chapter of my ns life to be unfolded.. sounds sadistic but yeah, i wanna see what challenge lies ahead of mi.. i may falter but! tts quite impossible.. so here i come, whatever shit unit u gonna put mi in!

ns is lyk a pause frm real life for mi.. every1's life is changing.. but mine is stagnant.. but then again, i dowan any changes also.. (Y)