ahhhh book in blues

aahhh! 17more hrs to booking in.. a pretty foreign feeling! actually i dun even noe if i am really THAT sad about booking in.. during the 2wks in tekong, actually i felt kind of nice there.. being able to start making frens frm zero grnd.. its lyk going there and be a new person.. possibly showing a facet that was hidden all along.. i kinda liked it and being there gave mi little time to ponder upon insignificant stuffs but ample time to straighten out much of my thoughts.. after the 2wks, i felt lyk i came back a refreshed person.. with new perspective and to a small extent with different priorities in life.. but still, i hate all the regimentation and "wait to rush and rush to wait" mentality.. its irritating we have to keep rushin our asses off and end up waiting for the programme to start.. simply annoying!

oh well, 6+ more wks to pop! many many more stuffs lyk bcct and field camp coming up! lemme pull thru all those shit!