tekong chalet

ok this will most probably be one of the last entries im gonna post b4 going into the dreaded tekong resort.. haiz, im facing the trepidation of entering this place of zero freedom and almost zero communication w the outside world and im gonna be in a world where determination and will power is the way of survival which unfortunately i do not possess in abundance.. haiz! and its gonna be 2yrs straight.. minimal breaks in between and relentless physical and mental torture.. 2yrs mind u!! i noe im abit kuazhang but i really worried that when i come out, tings will change sooo much.. frenships may turn bland and once good frens might juz become mere acquaintances.. man! i noe the possibility is low, but juz knowing tt that could happen makes mi feel kinda uneasy..

aye enuff ns talk.. other than tt, actually im quite relishing the physical challenge.. 2yrs of training is definitely gonna beef mi up.. and if u noe mi, u will noe how much i nid those extra pounds.. lol.. 3 more days to enjoy!! wish mi luck in ns man!!