tired

aye, this morning when i wake up.. i duno why but i suddenly felt tired.. not physically but mentally.. izit worth it to carry on waiting? its not lyk i wait a few mths but its 2yrs.. and for 2yrs it always looks bleak.. it kinda sux this way and a part of mi wants to change it.. and the most rational way to change it is to stop the wait.. mayb i will just do that....