tired........ for now

haiz i am very tired.. talk about poor stamina.. juz 1mth into the company, im feeling the heat. there are many aspects to cover and yet so little room for mistakes. so many things to remember and yet so little time to familiarize urself with everything..

sometimes i think i do too much.. sometimes i tink i shld juz let go and let myself be satisfied and let others sacrifice for mi.. but my conscience juz won let mi do that.. there are times when i feel that i am doing too much for others.. bt then again, there r ppl who are doing alot more than mi and yet they dun complain.. then why shld i feel aggravated.. its a thing i have to overcome but despite all the stuffs i have gone thru, this is one damn barrier im finding very hard to negotiate..

ohwell, sometimes i guess i hafta put on a strong front, a cheerful and tolerant face, which is actually a facade. damn tough man but hopefully i can tahan.. there r tings tt r too precious to mi tt i will do anyting to jeapardize them.. nvm, TAHAN!